Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Brotherly Love....

THis is what I walked into the living room this morning to see. Logan was watching cartoons and had gotten Jesse and his bottle up in the chair with him and they were watching cartoons together. THere are so many moments when the kids are fighting and I wonder "do they even like eachother?" So to walk out to this warmed my heart. What a terrific start to the day!


Mixed Emotions

I know I have written about this alot lately but there are some days when I think about leaving that I am so excited and other days when it scares me to death and then other days when my heart is breaking.
You see I've become comfortable living here. I enjoy my life here. I know what to expect, I have a routine people who mean the world to me. It scares me out of my mind to start this new phase of our lives. Have you ever read a book that was so good it was a little bit sad to close it for the the final time? If you have you will know what I mean when I say that is how I am feeling now. I will miss my tiny little apartment.... THere are so many things I'm going to miss.
And yet I'm excited to see what is going to go on in this next chapter and yet at the same time scared to death.

Lord, help me to get through this. Give me the strengh. Allow me to feel your arms around me when I'm sad. Help me to lean on you in this time. Help me to make time for you daily so that I will lean on you. Amen