Wednesday, November 7, 2007

struggling.....

THere are days when you just know you shouldn't get out of bed. Today is one of those days..... I knew it wasn't going to be a good day for me the moment I opened my eyes and yet there wasn't alot I could do about it. Even before I pushed the covers off of me there were little hands knocking on the door and little voices informing me of what they needed. Some days I just need some time to myself. I need to be able to wake up and have a cup of coffee before my time is demanded by other people.
Packing..... That is a story in itself. I feel like i'm doing something almost non stop and yet you look around and nothing has changed. I need help and I don't have any. My husband is to busy with school and work to really help with things around here and I don't have my family around. I'm just tired and yes I'm struggling........